In this excerpt, Brinn sits on the stairs, lost in memory about the same house he now shares with his student, Dresden. His mind drifts over past events held within these walls—Guild graduations, intense late-night studies, and the leadership of his mentor, Luc. Hahlibeth, his co-teacher and foster-sister, joins him, offering an understanding ear and gentle reassurance as they discuss Dresden's adjustment to a new life.
What's next?
On the stairs, Brinn turned and sat, elbows braced on his knees, thinking back over the day. How bizarre was it to have a student of his own in this house, where he had so many memories. Graduation parties for reaching the various levels in the Guild. Long nights spent studying. Being quizzed by Luc, asking him questions, getting his advice. Learning the laws that pertained to the types of theft Brinn planned to pursue. Understanding contracts for theft and how to protect himself against dubious clauses and demands.
He was still sitting there when Hahlibeth came down.
She sat beside him. "I got two pages into a story, and she was out. I thought she might be faking it at first. My brother and I used to do that sometimes. We'd talk in the dark. I finished reading and sat there, waiting, but she didn't move."
"You think she's happy?"
"I don't think she knows what to think."
"Probably right."
Hahlibeth gripped one of his hands and leaned toward him. "She's young. She's in a new place. Her life has been disrupted. We can't expect anything like normal. She doesn't even know what normal is right now. At least, not what's normal for an Academy student."
Brinn set one arm around Hahlibeth's shoulders and hugged her. "I'm so glad to be doing this with you."
"Me too." She leaned against him and then away. "So, what's with the sexual tension between you and Kam?"
He twisted to face her, putting his back against the railing. "Um... What?"
"Oh, don't pretend. It was so thick you could cut it with a knife."
"Hahlibeth, I promise you. There is nothing going on between Kam and me. If you're sensing anything, it's frustration and annoyance."
She chuckled. "Uh huh."
He sputtered, unable to form words.
She patted him on one knee. "I'm going to work on my lesson plans. Now that I've met my students, I want to make a few corrections. Amp up some details and give them more of a challenge. I'll be in my room. It's right across the hall from Dresden. Are you in the room Luc used to use?"
"No. I kept my old room. I couldn't go in there after he moved away."
"Why? Did Luc ask you not to?"
"Nothing like that. I just didn't feel... You know. Worthy."
Hahlibeth took his hands and met his gaze. "Luc gave this house to you. Not to any of the others. Not even to Senth, and he formally adopted him." She squeezed and let go. "You are far more worthy than you think."
She went up the steps, and the sound of a door clicking came to him.
Kam was right. Brinn needed to get back to work. Luc had said the same thing. Stop twisting the memories of the past like worry beads and create new memories.
He had to find a way to break through the emotional ice surrounding Dresden and help her create new memories too.
Time to get back to business. Put the failures of his past behind him and do what Luc had drilled into him.
Focus on here. Focus on now.
Tomorrow, first thing. He'd start again.
Dresden might never love him the way he loved Luc, but if Brinn could be good enough, he could give her the life she deserved.
All he had to do was get out of his own way long enough to do it.
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In this scene, Kam had gone to Brinn's household to inform him of a meeting Brinn had missed, but he was also checking up on the little girl Brinn is fostering. Each man has feelings for the other, but neither will bend enough to be honest about his feelings. I'll let this excerpt speak for itself.
